mainly

so, i've been thinkin and i really need a main goal. worrying about walking and all the things i need to do to take care of myself is really a lot. you do it every day but you don't know how it really feels to do simple every day things till you can't, like feed yourself (i do, but it isn't as efficient as you) or do your own hair (i'm starting to brush my hair and i will be doin my own makeup again). it probably sounds really stupid that i'm really amazed that i can do simple things like that by myself but i'm realizin it's not your blog and you don't know what i've been through. anyway, i'll worry about walking, i need to get places and i'll worry about the other things when i finally walk. i only have to worry about one thing at a time, and i feel like i've wrote this before and i haven't been doin it, so i'll start now.